I Tryed To Be Perfect, But Nothing Was Worth It

Sep 22, 2004

Jesus of Suberia- Predictable

Hey whats up? Nothing here, Listening to 'Predictable' on Fuse, Billy's Sexxiiii haha. So, If you read my tag board, you'd know that yesterday I got Green Day's American Idiot, Yeah, Try I went to Best Buy and I had to buy Bre one too and I couldn't find any, I turned around, I found 2 just laying there, for me haha. so Yeah. Yesterday, Me, my aunt and Lisa (her friend) went to PA to look for Shoes, im like wtf?! So we're leaving, im like while we're here, can we go to the Lube??? They said Yeah! well there were all these bees there and we were sitting outside and they were really pissing me off. so Yeah. Good wings tho. :-D so than we were on our way back to Lisa's and its about 6:50 and we're in Brookfeild and we're driving down this one road and im in the back seat of the jeep with the top down and all and theres these guys behind us, well Lisa wanted to listen to Usher, so im dancing and singin at the top of my lungs, my aunt and Lisa were all like what the fuck are you on?!? haha so yeah Then we put in Gretchin Wilson, haha awesome times with the aunt and Lisa. haha We got to lisa's at about 7:40 And than I went tanning in her basement. got my tan goin on lol. well yeah. Well i got homework to do and phone calls to make, so I just wanted to say that haha later y'all.
-Frenchee- *they say "home is were the heart is" but what a shame cuz everyone's heart doesn't beat the same*

Posted at 01:28 pm by Megn
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Sep 20, 2004

Youre ALWAYS In my heart <3

Hey whats up? Nothing here, so we didnt get to go to the Gravity Games Friday. Kinda pissed me off becuz I had to go to my moms house and I fell asleep and did NOTHING but sleep for 4 hours. Then Saterday I had to bowl, got to see Samual :-D yeah haha. Me, him nd Bre were naming ways bowling is perverted. haha. Yeah. Then I babysat, well we auctually went to the moose thingy with my great aunt and uncle. So now my cuz, the one I babysit for, she's doing my hair for Homecomming. Sweeeet. yay for tomorrow hehe. Saterday night I talked to Luke, he made my night, since I was sick, still am :-\. He asked me what I did that day and im like "babysat, and bowled. . .and got to talk to you." hes like "your sweet, has anyone ever told you that?" im like "not recently :-D" hehe. i luv him. haha. Argh, 4 more days of school till the weekend. This weekend I wanna see Nypolian Dynamite, but Im busy, damnit. Jeeze, I LOVE how people run my life for me! Makes me in the best mood. Well considering im in a bitchy mood, im gonna wrap things up, later. x0x Leave me some comments x0x
-Frenchee- My eyes burn from these tears.

Posted at 06:37 pm by Megn
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Sep 15, 2004

Promise me you'll never let me go. . .

Hey whats up? nothing here. . . just bored as usual. Listening to Loaded: Sum 41 on Fuse, becuz ya know fuse rocks my socks :-) Jeeze, these pop-ups are really pissing me off, I've gotten four just typing this. . .

So yeah today went to school, felt like I was gonna throw up 1st - 3rd periods, then got off the bus, got in my aunts jeep, went to Jen-Mars to get shampoo, conditioner, so silver and mousse, becuz my aunt likes to get the expensive things lol. Then went to Bre's and danced in the kitchen lol. yeah, dont ask. Then Kyra, then Ashley came over, then they went to meet Britney nd Lyil at his house and I cleaned Bre's room, and then we went to Lyils house, we were gonna go to Country Corner but when we got there, we noticed the Closed for repairs sign, but I think it was open lol. so yeah? So we went to Subway for about an hour, then Ryan called Bre's cell and Bre wanted Lyil to answer it to see what Ryan would say, but he knocked it outa her hand and the battery went out, so she called him back when we fixed it in our ten minutes lol. Then he stated walking to Subway and then we left, and me nd Bre went to meet him and then I went home on the way there, and got back around 5:30. So yeah.
Fun fun lol. And I still have homework to do. I didnt bring my health homework, oh well. I hope shes not there again. Then i can sleep in studyhall. I hate Mrs LaLibert. She gives too many notes and too much homework.
Friday Im going to Cleveland again, this time Im going to The Gravity Games, :-D yay! and than Saterday I bowl, and That night Ill prolly have to babysit. . . At least I get to see Deryk before he Marries Avril, becuz I guess they're engadged now?. . . so yeah. thats what they said on MTV News becuz at a show, she had this "engadgement ring" on and we all know that she wouldnt wear that for fun . . . so Yeah. . .Thats gay, they dont say "drop dead -a bullet to my head-" in Still waiting and its on Fuse. They say Shit and Fuck all the time. owell. . . Well its getten pretty long, so I think Im gonna go. . Later
-Frenchee- Take this broken ^heart and make it _Right.

Posted at 05:51 pm by Megn
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Sep 10, 2004

Take my broken <3 and make it right

Hey whats up? Nothing here, just got home a few from the Lakeview vs Howland game. Yay!!! :-D hehe. I went on the Howland side and got butterflies in my tummy :-) happens EVERY time. . . hehe. I was sad tho. But its alright now. hehe lookies:

BooM : im glad u cam to the howland side, i had fun talking to you
Bl0nDeChiCk x17: you only said hi to me
Bl0nDeChiCk x17: :-(
BooM : haha thats talking!
Bl0nDeChiCk x17 : lol
Bl0nDeChiCk x17 : you didnt even give me a hug or say bye when you walked by me! i was sad :-(
BooM :i was gunna!! but i was getting a ride home from joe, and he was making me hurry up
Bl0nDeChiCk x17: lol
BooM : dont be sad, if i coulda, i woulda came and gave u a giant ass hug
Bl0nDeChiCk x17: awe :-D

That so made my night a whole lot better =) Howland won by the way. Oh, champion lost BIG TIME. 48-0 geeze. . . *Butterflies still* hehe
you kno that f.e.e.l.i.n.q you get
in ur tummy when you swing a lil
2 high on a swing well thats how
i feel when im with (y.o.u)
The weird part is, thats all true. Well i gotta go, gotta wake up at 8 am for bowling, yay, not lol. Later
-Megn- I like mazen =D yays hehe

Posted at 09:01 pm by Megn
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Sep 9, 2004

Give me something worth living for.

Hey whats up? Nothing really here, just listening to Matchbox Romance. yay! tomorrows Friday! I have a feeling Im not gonna like Fridays 7th period soon. Math is easy for me right now, but it'll prolly get harder. Last friday I got the highest grade in the class, 88%.
"nd the stars aren't out tonight,but neither are we to look up at them why does hello feel like goodbye? These memories can't replace,these wishes I wished nd dreams I chased take this broken heart and make it right I feel like I lost everything when you're gone left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, you're not making this easy I never thought I'd be the one to say 'please don't, well please don't leave me.'" - Promise.
Good song :-) Made a new profile last night. Got pissed at the Quote, it wouldnt let me do the same text. >:( grr. Well i think I have my weekend plannd out?

Friday- Get a ride home from Ashlee from School. Get ready for Lakeview vs Howland game.

Saterday morning- Bowling till noon. Go to mall to get my dress?
Night* Prolly Hardings football game? then Party =) hehe

Sunday- Relax lol
So my weekend should be fun =) Yay lol. Well i think im going to go talk to peoples. Ill write about my weekend prolly either sunday or monday? Later
-Frenchee- i like mazen alot :-/

Posted at 06:37 pm by Megn
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Sep 4, 2004

Yo mutha fucka weeeee!

Hey! whats up? Nothing here, just talking to Justin F. nd Cilla. Yeah Im soo f'n bored. I was spossed to go to the Harding game with Bre tonight, but she wasn't aloud, and I didn't have anyone else to take, so I didn't go. :-( This morning was our first week of bowling, made a new friend. His name's Sam, he's a Sophomore who goes to Howland. hehe. Yeah. Fun times. :-) I'd yell 'gutterball' and he'd only get 9/10 pins and this one time he looked back at me and was like "say strike, please" so I did, and what's he get? A strike. . . So I said it again and he got a gutterball. . . lol Justin's trying to convert me to a Browns fan, but I'll Always be a Steelers fan! :-) hehe. rhh, I hate commercials on the radio, I'd change it but, I'm waiting for '1985' by B4S. Friday we so lost our game, what a suprise. Champion-0 Jefferson-36 geeze, where's Champion's Balls?! I think Im going to the mall tomorrow, Well I hope. Justin told me he's going to beat me up next time he see's me, but I know he won't hehe. Friday Im going to the Laveview vs Howland game at Lakeview. I love Blink 182 :-) Im listening to their cd now.
"I saw you again, I think you used me again. . . Its times like these, its obvious. I saw you again I know you fucked him again." -Obvious.
Good song, I like Violence better tho.
"Like violence, you have me, forever nd after. Can't count all the eyes that stare, can't count all the things they see."
Yeah. Oh yeah! Gotta Download Yeah Toast on this computer, good song by Bob nd Tom :-) Awe Justin left me, wonder where he went? hrmm. . .well Im gonna go. Ill write later,maybe.
Megn*im so confused right about now :-(

Posted at 08:38 pm by Megn
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Sep 2, 2004

ahlalalal

Hey whats up? nothing here, just talking to Luke and finishing up my health homework, damn Mrs. Laliberte. i have a Health and a Math test today. I think i might pass my math test, i studied till 10:30. Ah!! More garbage people! yay! haha that was great when that one lady got out. she was ugly and waddled hehe. Yay!! my aunt went to Las Vegas! wee! party!! hehe i told her i was gonna have one. she didnt believe me, well im not even sure if ill be home. Im going to either the Howland or Harding game tomorrow nitgh, Yay for no school monday or Tomorrow! =) well Im gonna go, Im not gonna miss the buss again like all the other morningings hehe. Lata playa (hehe luke)
-Frenchee- i like mazen*shhh hehe

Posted at 03:48 am by Megn
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Aug 25, 2004

Whoo Hoo!! hehe

Hey whats up? nothing here, just bored. School started yesterday. I didnt get lost, i only went to English when I had Study hall, what a dumbass. Last night I went to the Howland Band NIght. There were some good bands there, loved the band dances ;) hehe awesome dude! haha But the first band, McDonald's, they kinda sucked and they even had their music in front of them. Weird. I saw Halaina last night. I havent saw her in forevers. Then I saw Mazen in his tiger stripped pj bottems. Sexy sexy haha. They were like the only two I knew there. So yeah. High Schools not so bad yet. Already I dont like Mr. Grabowski or Mrs Lala. I think shes a troll. an evil one. grr! lol.Try I was TARDY the SECOND DAY. Dude, i was pissed lol. Now I can only be late one more time or its a detention. grr! Well I like 1st period, W.History with Mr. Rasile. I keep wanting to call him Rasel Dazel.hehe. Well to make it easier:
1. mr. rasile       World History
2. mr grabowski Phys. Science
3. mrs. laLiberte Health
4. lala nd loree  Study Hall
5. mrs. Grant     Gen. English/Lunch
6. mrs. miller     Work nd Fam. 1
7. mr. loree       Intigrated Math 1

Yeah. Well i think im going to go. Gotta go to bed early bc i went in tardy today hehe. Goodnight. Luv yas!
*fReNcHeE*i like mazen*

Posted at 07:06 pm by Megn
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Aug 20, 2004

Wee!!

MICHIGAN!!!!

Be back Sunday Afternoon or Early Evening

MEGN*I like mazen <3

Posted at 05:40 am by Megn
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Aug 17, 2004

I really Do Not Know What to Think Any More. . .

Hey, I know I already worte earlier, but I felt like I needed to tell someone/something. Well I'm not sure if I can really trust anyone that much I really thought that I could do so. Somehow it always gets back to me, I know I can trust a few people, but Im really not sure anymore. I feel like maybe I shouldn't tell anyone everything, like I should keep it bottled up and one day throw it out to sea and maybe in a few years, if I'm missing, someone would find if and know the pain I feel. So many thoughts are running through my head till this second, and have been for the past few weeks. I feel like I'm not wanted anymore, what a suprise. I never knew one person could change my whole life. But I guess it takes another to turn it around. I guess that's what you call "Best Friends."

Hmm. . . I wonder how High School's going to change my life, anymore then it already has? I guess everyone's right, "Everything changes in high school. . ." But I'm ready for a new chapter I guess.

Well anyways, I'm very thankful for the friends I do have, and I'm here for you 24 / 7, no matter what. Well I have to wake up early and go to the the Hospital Again. Well Megn's outie. Later
*fReNcHeE* i like mazen

Posted at 08:31 pm by Megn
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